sigh.

danny and i are sitting at fido. hes reading. im making some wedding plans (clearly)

we are embarking on an adventure, of sorts.

this time in three months, we will newly weds. newly hitched. can you believe it? hurry hurry

i feel like we are definitely sitting in that transitional season. a season where good friends are calling less and less, seeing each other more in passing and less in meeting. not because of odds or division. but just because that's how it goes.

its bittersweet, ya know? i am so excited about this journey. we are so blessed to be best friends and we get to plan life together, and we have this amazing opportunity to get married. but it is hard, when it feels almost as if i've been..forgotten.

its not the case, i know. its just another stage, another beautiful season.

and if we could just get through this winter, and the next three months..

til then. heres our wedding site, that is still in the works, love it, read it, sign the guest book.

d+k

enoughs enough.

i really like, no, love, when people are real.

like.

real. in the deepest, most purest sense of the word.

[not imitation or artificial; genuine.]

please stop. stop being artificial.

i also like, no, love, when people aren't selfish. when people stop stealing joy.

please stop stealing joy. quit being a thief.

lately i've been struggling. my joy keeps getting stolen. and my house is so cold. so it isn't helping much. i just don't understand how its justifiable to some to allow their circumstances and situations to drag the people around them down. what makes it ok?

im working on patience. im working on grace. im working on mercy. but geez man, somethings gotta give. snap out of it, seriously.

ok. enough of that.

ps. im getting married in one hundred and four days. 1.0.4.

"the Lord will fight for you, you need only to be still"

i am one blessed woman.