empty.

"if through my cracked and dusty dime store lips, i spoke these words out loud would no one hear me?"

why does ray always make me think and ponder? im not sure. but he does. and im glad. until i start over thinking. and then that gets annoying..life just doesnt make any sense. i feel like im spinning out of control. i want to slow down. i want things to calm down. seriously. could you just stop? every bit. get out of my head. get out of my thoughts. k? thanks. 

goodnight.