dear sir.

today is good. i'm sitting at fido. skipping my first class of the year. i feel pretty great about it. play list is called 'poppins'. right now. modest mouse, float on. before, muse, butterflies and hurricanes. next, arcade fire, rebellion(lies). its sixty degrees. someone just waved at me from their car. this. day. is. perfect.

ok one thing. boys treat girls really badly sometimes. not to say that girls arent crazy or selfish or all that nonsense. but i wonder. do boys consider feelings as important? do our hearts matter? and is it always going to be this way? 

i dont think it is. and ive been burned a lot. to the point of no hope? no sir. i do believe in love that gives and takes. i believe in love that is magical like in a fairy tale. one that is strong and logical. one that stays up all night talking and laughing and learning and growing. and then goes to get coffee in the early morning. 

this is real. i promise. 

side note. im doing pilates. and trying to run. and its awesome. but awful. i love this weather. please dont leave us spring. i heard rumors you were a tease. dont be. k? 

love. its real. i'm excited to meet you and walk through life with you. 

until then, kelly.