i was drinkin bloody marys in the south..

i am tired of being an adult. 

i am tired of making grown up decisions. 

i am tired feeling out of line or out of control. 

i just wanna watch mary poppins. 

i do not understand why everything feels out of place and why i feel so alone. 

i am tired of barely hanging on, barely making ends meet. i want to catch a break.

[and i want you to catch a break too]

why does it seem that even though (maybe) i feel like i am doing everything close to right, but everything surrounding me is being held on by a little thread? make sense? not sure.

i am happy and lucky. amongst other things. but i am overwhelmed and in need of some refreshment. 

thoughts?